Dream of a Dream

I want to wake up
I feel I can’t hold up

Shaking as it feels real
Feeling that tear that won’t heal

How long will I be alone?
Till I feel a warmth again

Dreams leave me cold
But when I see you I feel warmth

How I close my eyes to dream of a dream
Dream to see you looking at me

Poem by blogger



I do believe in power of a dream but don’t know where these dreams are leading me, I want to contact my Ex who I keep dreaming about and tell him every detail but I want to hold true to my contact barrier for now.

my next to last dream, I dreamed that I can see he was a sleep and holding his head up and sleeping, he began to loudly snore and when I wanted to wake him up, he fell over the bed and shattered in to pieces, I went over the bed to collect and put him together and I woke up

I told him about this dream and he said he can’t sleep and is stressed at work.


my recent dream was a bit more bazaar, I saw he was getting married and I was in the church, and he was with someone wearing a white dress, and when the priest asked if anyone has anything to say, he turned around to look at the crowd, and I put my hand out and wanted to yell out loud, but no one could see me moving my arm or could hear my muffled sound.

I woke up with tears on my face as it felt so real and painful to see him with someone else,
I tried to decipher it on my own and look up the meaning but nothing came through but negative and bad explanations so far.


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