One month Chip

One month

This month is number one
Two months without you next to none

I strive with every step forward
But shake with glimpse of the past

I am hunted day by day, image by image
Of what I was doing to you

I try not to call or call you at all
I feel as I am sentenced to death

Kick that tripod let this hang me loose
Don’t execute any plan I fear I am dead


It’s one month of superiority and got my chip, its yellow, Color of health and serenity.

I don’t have much to blog, I am a bit depressed and cold, fear of life time of loneliness and staggered thoughts that haunt me.

I have not contacted any one, and have not had sex for over a month now.
I have masturbated and checked porn on line and read through wanted ads to masturbate

Also I signed up for another 4 runs this year leading up to a half marathon in the fall. Wish me luck

“Keep coming back"