A week in summary

It’s been a good week, I took a bit time off work to just focus on my art and, I found a restaurant that wants to show case my pieces for duration of 6 months.

Even if nothing is sold, it’s better than nothing, at least ill show case it, and will get some traffic to my site and perhaps someone will see it and like them.

Perhaps before I leave to go back to university, I should do more sculptures and more pieces that I can’t do when I'm at home.

I really haven't painted any giant pieces, not done any photography lately. It all comes in form of depression and not willing to do anything. I really don't know how I managed to do my show last year even though I was not really into it. Perhaps the thoughts that he would show up motivated me to finish the show or the fact I had already paid the money upfront.

here I go again rendering topics about past relationships, to keep it up to day now, I have contacted a few galleries as well and I'm waiting to hear back. I still keep posting on free art sites about my profile just gives more impression on the internet and create links and possibilities that can lead to my site.

I am feeling a bit anorexic from attention and even thought of sex and even masturbation, perhaps the pills have put me into regular routine now, or its the side effects.

I keep monitoring my actions and haven't slipped on any thing, and I rarely go on line to see porn or other x rated material, and haven't broken my sex barrier, it's almost 9 months now.

I didn’t really feel like going to SLAA this past week to both classes as I just don’t want to be in a group session at this time, just don’t want any attention and don’t seek one in general.

keep going to classes, put up walls and barriers for your self ans sooner or later it becomes second nature to be sex free, and you will defeat the urges, with pills of without them by creating a normal and healthy routine