it been two months that i am committed to my bottom line of being sober, and not have any sexual liaison or contact any one from the past or create new contacts.
with this moment of sorority its hard to distinguish the recovery, as i am still struggling with daily masturbation some times twice to stop me from acting out and replying to a temptation, i am also struggling with watching porn and cruising wanted adds.
i will be monitoring these in the next moth to come and want to gradually face it out, i masturbated once today and it was only because i needed to after two days, but i felt a bit crummy after wards as i thought i could over come the urge by keeping busy but couldn't.
i have created a new link section to help those people who are reading this Blog and i hope you find it help full as a resource, i have included other addiction sites, as my recent meeting on Tuesday there was a addict talking about their other addiction and how they stoped one but faded into the sex addiction.
i have been sober for two month, will be going to my regular Tuesday sessions till i test out my sorority.
"keep coming back"
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