Well Done Babe

I told you this secret is a burden for me
All you said is good job to me

Now all I got for you is good job
Your insensitivity's when I sob

Your right, freedom is gone
So well done

See what your black heart done
Now be gone

All my day is night now
My heart aches,, owww

Well done



Ive been okay on my bottom line with sex with any one, and second one not contacting any one or making contact with any one about sex. but i am having hard time abstaining from masturbation, watching porn and reading the wanted adds, they are not a bottom line but i think they are threat to my main bottom line of not having sex with any one.

now i masturbate for 30 minutes or 1hour to finally get there, its hard finding visually gratifying videos or images to masturbate to, and i am afraid that i will throw it all out the window for quick gratification and a humans touch.

i forgot to go to SLAA class on Sunday as i slept in all day and basically forgot by the time i realized the time it was passed the start of the class

but i will be making my way to the Tuesday class for sure.

"keep coming back"